I just want family back. The way we used to be. That’s all I want. I just want my life back I want my childhood back my parents and who I used to be how my parents used to love each other how I could always count on them and how I can trust them to always love me and each other. I want my family back
I know I’m supposed to be thankful for everything that I have and I am. The only thing I wish I can get rid of is this feeling that I always get after I binge. I hate it so much. I feel so awful and guilty and i just want to cry and rip off my skin. I feel so irritated and annoyed with everything right now.